We laughed, still holding hands and keeping our eyes closed. Tiffany had not intended to make a joke during our prayer, but we couldn't help giggling along with her. Had we been children, someone might have shushed us, but we are the adults now, and the laughter was too sweet to chide. If anything, it sounded our thanks and our hope in ways words alone could not. Still smiling, I listened as the women in our circle, and the men across the room, continued to lift heavy words into the light: "tests...sickness... essays... jobs....family." When silence fell, I began the Lord's Prayer, and everyone joined in.
Today, I am thankful for my lifegroup. We are still a fairly new community, having only begun to meet in September (you can read about some of my past experiences with small groups here and here). However, the group is coming together--is being drawn together--in holy ways.
Tonight, I heard that holiness in our laughter. If "the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words" (Romans 8.26), I wonder if that Holy Ghost ever teaches us to pray with a mirth that defies our heavy hearts and weary days.
Bethany, as always, your words touch my heart! Thanks for leading our group so beautifully and humbly. We are so thankful for you! Last night was a beautiful time, and I am so glad along with you that God hears our prayers in laughter and in tears. I can't wait to see you all tomorrow at the library! :)
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