(A guest post by Josh Carpenter for this tenth day of Lent).
Home is the earth. I don't mean in the "planet earth is our home" kind
of way. I mean in knowing the land the way that a farmer knows his or
her land. The farmer knows what the land is capable of, where the tricky
spots to mow around are. The farmer knows where there are rocks that
need removing before plants can grow and where the dangerous areas and
wild animals are. Perhaps most importantly, the farmer knows the legacy
of people that lived on the earth before him/ her. Places become
reminders of people, events, shared lives, sad yet fond memories, and
all the other connective tissue that makes one feel at home. The earth
makes space for us to have a home.
It is in this way that the
earth formed my ancestors' identities. They worked it with their hands,
and it sustained their lives despite their fiscal poverty. The earth
made it possible for my family to gather around my great-grand uncle's
farmhouse with banjo, mandolin, fiddle, guitar, and upright bass and
dance on Saturday nights. The earth made space for my family to exist,
space for cousins, nieces, nephews, wives, matriarchs, boys, and old men
to come away from their labor and be a family. There were many a night
that saw the Davenport clan gather at that house... until the Great
Depression, TVA, and the post-Vietnam recession made it impossible for
farmers to live off the earth anymore. The fields became lakes. The
farmhouse became a run-down shack. The farmer became a factory worker.
The family drifted apart. The music stopped.
In Tennessee I did
not appreciate the earth. I did not know how even though every
generation extending back in time to the furthest recesses of anyone's
memory have testified to the importance of the earth. I had a great
cloud of witnesses that tried to tell me how important the earth was,
but I was captivated by the glitz and glamour of the American Dream. I
left home in search of that dream. Now all I see of that dream is
madness and despair. It is madness, for it disrespects the earth and
those living on it. It destroys community and eviscerates one's
humanity. It is despair, for at the end of all things it has nothing of
substance to offer. I am dreaming another dream now, or rather I should
say that I am looking for a Kingdom not built with hands. The Kingdom
comes as earth, as a human, as one who preaches a right relationship
between human, earth, and God. The Word becomes flesh; pitches its tent
with us; dwells with us in farmhouses and flooded fields, in Tennessee
and in Texas; and shines in the darkness of the American Dream. The
American Dream cannot overcome the Light of the Earth. I did not know
how to live with the earth in Tennessee. By God's parental instruction, I
am learning how to live with the earth in Texas. By God's incarnation, I
am learning how to live with God and others on the earth. By God's
Spirit, I trust that the earth will finally be home for everyone. The
music will return, for God has called the earth home and invites all of
us to come away from our labors and dance.
Then I saw a new
heaven and a new earth; for the first heaven and the first earth had
passed away, and the sea was no more. And I saw the holy city, the new
Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride
adorned for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne
saying, "See, the home of God is among mortals. He will dwell with them
as their God; they will be his peoples, and God himself will be with
them; he will wipe every tear from their eyes. Death will be no more;
mourning and crying and pain will be no more, for the first things have
passed away." And the one who was seated on the throne said, "See, I am
making all things new." Also he said, "Write this, for these words are
trustworthy and true." -- Revelation 21:1-5
Josh is a seminary student in Texas. He grew up in East Tennessee during the
time following the collapse of agrarian life and amid the ensuing
social/cultural collapse left in its wake.
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